I’m leaving state Friday, I’m not going to tell anyone where I am going and I’m not going to bring my phone. I’m just going to pack up and leave and if I have to live in my car until I find a job and get on my feet then so be it. I’m ready to take a chance and I’m ready for some positive changes in my life, and I’m looking forward to starting fresh in a city where I’m a complete stranger. I’ll miss everyone, but I will call my close friends and family and eventually come back to visit. At this point I need to put my happiness first, I need to get out of this town and go somewhere I have no h connections, I’m only five days clean and if I want it to stay that way my best option is to skip town. So it’s been real Iowa, I was born here but I’m sure as hell not going to die here, it’s time for me to kick rocks and start living my life the way I want too.
(via catsandcunts)
decorate your own soul, instead of waiting
for someone to bring you flowers."
Veronica A. Shofstall, “After a While” (via periscopesofconsciousnesssss)
